Life is to busy...

Why is it so hard to just have a nice easy going life. I mean when I was growing up it felt so great,I mean me and my sister went to school,while my mom worked during those hours and my dad was home from work by 5:30 every night, homework was done,dinner was made and then it was free time till bed time. Today it is just not like that and I don't like it. I mean we do so much and yet everynight my mind is still going full speed ahead because I feel as though nothing has been acomplished. I wonder if my mom felt like this back in the day? If she did I would presume it was not as bad as we have it due to the economy being such a joke to live on. My husband is a manager and I stay at home because financially me working would be just to pay for daycare, but really all my thoughts of being a stay at home mom would be awsome  just went out the window,I mean I love my kids and love being here for them through out the day and I work my butt off with the cleaning,cooking,laundry,schooling,pets,the kids in itself,and etc, but really it's still not enough. I mean my husband works so hard to try and support us, and we give up a lot to just make ends meet, but it just does not seem right. I truly hope our children do not have to live this, I hope when they are grown and out on their own they don't have our worries. I hope  that their is hope again,and easy times for our children to live the good life!  I just wish life was not so busy and things were back to the basics. Less is more,and loving yourself and your loved ones is what really matters. So for lack of better words screw everything else!

Crazy couple of days

It has been a crazy couple of days with the housework and the kids and I finally get a moment to write. I can't even remember what I did yesterday,I think that is bad,right? Today I just drove from the school to the house about 4 time and then met someone to sell some shoes and then took my son to his friends house for a couple hours,then to the store,and then back to pick up my son and now I'm home but wait I have to drive 40 mins. tonight to go pick up my daughter from the the airport...I'm not driving tmo oh wait I have to ...oh well a mother's job is never done. I'm so excited to see my daughter for the next 4 days,I can't wi=ait to pick her up!!!! It is very hard for me not to have her with me all the time,but I'am learning to let go of the anger of her not being with me, and focusing on the time that we do have together. Have a great night everyone and remember to fill your hearts with love!!

So much to talk about

I don't know where to start, but I guess let's start with, I'm trying to find a way to make income at home and well I have tons of girl clothes from newborn to toddler size so I'm just going to try to sell,sell,sell as much as I can. I gave myself a starting goal of trying to make $100 bucks a week,sure hope I can do it! Ok so now I'm just gonna sell pretty much anything I don't need or use anymore,lol it was just getting kinda of fun posting...lol,anyways so far I have made $20 bucks and it's only Monday so I guess thats good. I do have something else under my sleeve so hopefully soon I can let the cat out of the bag and get this long awaited project moving! My invention went no where thanks to Inventhelp being a scam so let's hope my little project takes off,would help if I had an investor but either way I'm just gonna try. Well gonna go post some more, omg my 3 year just feel behind the couch,lol she is fine..ahhh now see if I was working I would have missed that. Love my life as a mommy!

What is it about Rain that makes people crazy?

I don't understand why people are just so out of wack when it rains... I mean really you pretty much just need to drive a little slower, it does not mean everything and everybody goes slower. Anyways I just had to get that off my chest.

November 3,2011

Today was a great day! For years my son has had so much trouble learning in school and keeping up with his grade level and year after year I spent fighting the battles with schools and teachers. All I ever heard was well this is what we can do for him,which usually meant someone would work with him for like a half hour or so, or they said they would and didn't. I even tried talking to school psychologist and she siad she would observe him in the classroom and call me back, well guess what she never called me back so I called her and she said oh yes I observed him and it looks like he just needs to be tutored so I will talk to his teacher. Really are you kidding me which by the way his teacher at that time was on maternity leave, anyways I became so desperate I called the office and asked the them for help and I told her after doing all the research myself I think he needs to be in some sort of special Ed or Resorce class and she had the gall to tell me well is your son mental, and I said no but that has nothing to do with what I'm asking for and or what I'm telling you. Needless to say I hung up on her. Oh and so you all know these were the great schools in the state of Nevada (yea right) worst school's ever. Anyways after that we eneded up moving to Southern California, Temecula to be exact and I have to say it was super hard work getting here and still is but one of the best choices I have ever made. He currently goes to Temecula Luiseno Elementry and they are awsome!! The first day of school his teacher already new that my son needed help and with in two weeks I had a meeting to discuss his issue's and his needs,and by the next month they were giving him several tests to asses his abilities on all levels and today I got the results. He has a Specific Learning Disability and an Oral Health Impairment. So to some that up for you  he is in fourth grade right now but is suppose to be in fifth grade and is only learning at a second grade level. He has little to know attention span, very distractable, can not comprhend, and is challenged to retain information. They have put him on an IEP (Individualized Education Program) which means he will get they help he needs all the way through college. Words can not express how I feel, but my heart has nothing but joy and hapiness. It just goes to show you what happens when people take the time to do something good for somebody who really needs it.